This assignment was to write five paragraphs about myself:
Patiently walking in this life when travel and technology use are limited severely hampers my ability to self-determine my actions. When and where anything can happen is out of my hands, and my life self-determines with the understanding and choices that I make and the priorities I speak. Having choices that might be conditional to many places me in a position to routinely reflect on wanting about things that are quite past my capacity to readily grasp.
Wanting looks like knowledge linked opportunely with desire as I see it. Life is presencing itself moment by moment. Infinite possibilities live to lend our attention at any moment. Lasting potential exists in each. Any direction I patiently lend my attention to automatically looses the ability to see unrelated directions and choices. Terrific impetus in one direction obscures others. As I write about life for me, I want to wonderfully open a window to what others like me wait in silence to express. Each is desperate to talk. Loving inspiration satisfies me, and I choose directions and opportunities to want more for others, patiently giving myself to this case. I could be about me and what I get out of life, only that quietly says I am really ignoring the suffering they experience. Each day, I choose not to do that.
I have never been unintelligent. The waste of autism is that my body will not coordinate with my mind. Also, when in a nasty smelling, noisy and or very bright place, I am unable to screen out what easily overpowers me. This can heal with breathing and relaxation in privacy. An amazing aspect of autism is the experience of seeing peripherally, eerily walking like I am able to see and feel most of what is happening around me, along with the really premier gift of smell, and listening that most would consider supersonic. Testing for this was never done. You would be surprised by all of my gifts. When wishing for ability, I most wish that I had a voice with the capacity to say intrepidly what I want.
I only walk in this life with one amazing God and I am so blessed by really awesome gifts surrounding me. What we rally around in our home are prayer, family, making a difference, and knowledge acquisition. We want only the wonderful peace of love in satisfaction. Lost souls are found and what righteous tasks for others powerfully can be done are kept promises. Would witness from me be any different? I am a brother of one who has taught many to swim. Another who has taught many about a God who loves while teaching English, and a sister who teaches by example how talking with each friend images a world that’s really fun. Essentially, I am given the reality that shapes me in conversation and get to issue destiny from the place of that environment.
Outstanding power is wasting in the waiting opportunities of so many who patiently painfully suffer in deadly ignorance of their existence. Only real love powerfully will free them. I stand as the place where that love will never die and those sad forgotten reliably will always have an ally. We are each given a pleasing task to do from God, I suggest. This is mine. Teach me to be powerful and share in my walk and work.