When I go away, I take myself there not per my will but linked to lifelong habits without other assigned plans. I am willing and need saving work assigned to get practice with my nervous system. That work each day would help. Walking with you is better. When you want me to do something and I walk away, acquiescing really doesn’t help me. Do something else. Each time you awesomely move me away from escaping will help adjust autism’s hold on me. I was aware of this before but not wanting to address it yet. How this even works is only now becoming obvious to me.